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I want to roll over at 2 a.m. to a kiss from you not a text message

(Source: lezbianzdoitbetter)

Do you ever crave to be touched? Even in the most innocent way. I want someone to just hug me for a very long time or someone to lean against/ someone to lean on me. Maybe while sitting or laying next to someone just to have our legs, arms, or feet touching would be nice. I think that when you’re lonely for so long you constantly want to feel someone against you just as a constant reminder that you’re not alone.

(Source: notsadjusttiredofthisplace)

Gusto ko lang naman dumating ulit ‘yung panahon na may mag mahal sakin talaga ng tunay ‘eh. Yung bang, boom! Tinamaan talaga ni kupido’t sobrang nahulog sakin. Ganda sana kung this time may mag mahal naman sakin na sila ang nauna, hindi ‘yung laging ako nalang tapos sa huli ako ‘yung naiiwang nag mahal, pero iniwan.

Darating ba ‘yung panahong hindi trip-trip lang yang mga sinasabi mo at mahal mo na talaga ako? /sigh/ lmao joke

I want to travel the world with a friend that I’m completely comfortable with. Because traveling isn’t always about the place you’re going, but about the person you’re going with.

Ingatan mo siya parati, na tila ba yun na yung huling pagkaka-taon na makakasama mo siya. Paramdaman mo na importante siya, na tila ba wala nang susunod na chance para maparamdam mo pa. Ingatan mo habang andyan pa, dahil hindi mo alam kung kailan ang huli. Ingatan at mahalin mo na tila ba eto na lagi ‘yung huli. 

I will tell you I love you because I want to, not because I have to. I will tell you those three words not because it is obligatory for people who have the same situation like us but because I would like to remind you every time I get the chance so you would never forget to remember that I do. I will tell you I love you because I want you to carry this single thought that no matter what happens, someone out there feels this much towards you and that someone is me. I will tell you I love you because I do and I mean it every time I say it. Please don’t get tired of hearing those words from me for I don’t ever want to stop saying them to you.
- n.a., on saying ‘i love you’ (via themostawesomebitch)


I notice everything. And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.

(Source: dinhtheresa)

I think the saddest thing someone could ever please don’t leave me.

(Source: polosfordayss)

Make it happen. Shock everyone.
- (via bon-za)

(Source: thetwopieceproject)

I’ve been hurt so bad and I still love so hard. I admire my heart for that.
- Unknown (via mourningmelody)
All I wanted was to receive the love I gave.
- 10 word story (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: white--elephants)

you’re beautiful
without even trying
but each time
I bring you a flower
it ends up dying
and you don’t see
how I look at you
you just keep crying
and the saddest part
is that you’re so special
but you think I’m lying
- c.p (via itsonlyyforever)

When you took it all, you forgot your shadow. 🎶 #폴라로이드 #polaroid


I try not to be attached.

I try not to be attached to anyone at all for I have been left too many times. From friends to friends, I’ve seen them come and go, not noticing I’m left behind. From people I talk with personally to ghosts I chat with online, I only share a piece of my being not entirely my personality. Ever since I learned that my trust isn’t too important for them, I made a mental note not to take everyone seriously. Attachments are for people who trusts so easily, and I’m not people. I don’t trust everyone who says they’ll always be there, because they won’t. Most of them are all just made up stories, making you think you’re not alone when in fact they’re the ones who make you feel lonely.

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